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I'm sorry. I don't feel wanted here and it wouldn't matter if i left anyway. This site has been my home for 6 years and i thought i would stay forever; even through my long hiatus I wasn't planning on leaving anytime soon. But i feel like things changed. not only is dA no longer what it used to be, it's like no one cares. my old friend i thought i'd stay with forever left me and i wish we could talk again. if she reads this journal she'll know it's about her. but it's not even just for that reason. i probably won't get any comments on this journal anyway lmao so fuck it, i'm leaving. i'll still be on occasionally to check messages and talk to people but i probably will no longer post art or journals and stuff like that. if i hurt anyone (which i doubt i did) i'm sorry. i'm not certain i'm leaving forever. i might be back since this site is like a second home to me but i just can't stay right now. if anyone wants to talk to me still my skype is airybear117.

goodbye, and it's been a good 6 years with you all. i'm sorry

Edit: And I was right. Only two people cared about me leaving. I used to look to this site for my problems and my best friends on here always managed to make me feel better. Then you left, or we just stopped talking. I never thought it would come to this. I used to be popular on here. Not drawing-wise, but I had a lot of friends. That's all I cared about, making friends, and I made so many, too. Then we just stopped talking. One of my best friends is still active here and i know she read this journal or just completely ignored it without caring. I mainly pointed this journal toward her. i wanted to see if she would comment, i hoped she would want us to talk again and go back to the way things used to be but i was wrong i guess. And i wanted to tell her I'm sorry for everything i did. We got into a huge argument i really regret. I couldn't just say "i'm sorry" for that one but I wanted to die for how badly i fucked up, and it still hurts knowing that you forgave me but we don't even talk anymore. There's nothing for me here anymore. All the people I truly cared about and loved left me. What did i do wrong? That's what i want to know...

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CatkinSvedka Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama! :heart:
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Kitteh-Pawz Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:'s :)
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JUMBOLA Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Cheers for the Llama 2!!!!!!
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evaeyal Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist
Thank you for the llama!! ;O;
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straingedays Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Man that was fast !!! Llama given 9:58am
:sprint:Llama received 9:59am
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SolidMars Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Wave by chil96
Thank you kindly for the fav, glad you liked my work :huggle:
 have a nice day :heart:
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DaliaWolfsoul Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves, darling. ;) 
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MollyMcMolly Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the llama!
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Sofiakkuma Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Kayatotherescue Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2015  Student
Happy birthday!
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MLPandPikachu Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Happy birthday!
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fuwante-chan Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday :3
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Morningstar-1337 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015   Digital Artist
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GetsPointsQuickie2 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015
Hi! You remember the good "GetsPointsQuickie" deviantart, I, Alysson, but inanother account since the previous one, is hacked, so, it would be great to keepsupporting me with this to be able to continue donating. Greetings, I hope yourhelp, be it with points, recommendations, llamas, and your watch. Thank you andsorry for the inconvenience

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TutanTurkeyTail Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Excuse me i accidentally gave you a cake badge...can you give me 80 points?
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