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ughhhhh

1 min read
i want to start animating again

but apparently windows movie maker now costs money

it used to come with my computer but now its like what happened ;(
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Well

1 min read
I've been thinking, and I might come back to this site. I probably won't draw again, but I'll talk to people and post journals and do other things like that. It's just hard for me to stay away. Even when I quit I still got on a lot to check messages and talk to my friends. I haven't gotten any better, though. One of the main reasons I left was because I felt unwanted and like all my old friends hated me. I still feel that way, and I won't be that active here due to real life problems, either. I lost a friendship with a guy I never wanted to lose, so... I need to fix that. Even though it's probably too late. Anyways, it's good to be back I guess. If anyone cares.
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I'm sorry. I don't feel wanted here and it wouldn't matter if i left anyway. This site has been my home for 6 years and i thought i would stay forever; even through my long hiatus I wasn't planning on leaving anytime soon. But i feel like things changed. not only is dA no longer what it used to be, it's like no one cares. my old friend i thought i'd stay with forever left me and i wish we could talk again. if she reads this journal she'll know it's about her. but it's not even just for that reason. i probably won't get any comments on this journal anyway lmao so fuck it, i'm leaving. i'll still be on occasionally to check messages and talk to people but i probably will no longer post art or journals and stuff like that. if i hurt anyone (which i doubt i did) i'm sorry. i'm not certain i'm leaving forever. i might be back since this site is like a second home to me but i just can't stay right now. if anyone wants to talk to me still my skype is airybear117.

goodbye, and it's been a good 6 years with you all. i'm sorry

Edit: And I was right. Only two people cared about me leaving. I used to look to this site for my problems and my best friends on here always managed to make me feel better. Then you left, or we just stopped talking. I never thought it would come to this. I used to be popular on here. Not drawing-wise, but I had a lot of friends. That's all I cared about, making friends, and I made so many, too. Then we just stopped talking. One of my best friends is still active here and i know she read this journal or just completely ignored it without caring. I mainly pointed this journal toward her. i wanted to see if she would comment, i hoped she would want us to talk again and go back to the way things used to be but i was wrong i guess. And i wanted to tell her I'm sorry for everything i did. We got into a huge argument i really regret. I couldn't just say "i'm sorry" for that one but I wanted to die for how badly i fucked up, and it still hurts knowing that you forgave me but we don't even talk anymore. There's nothing for me here anymore. All the people I truly cared about and loved left me. What did i do wrong? That's what i want to know...
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EDIT: Read this journal if you're serious about boycotting!! <da:thumb id="551015985"/>

my messages are flooding with journals complaining about the new change and i agree

the star is ugly, it does NOT look good at all with the green so wtf is that lol

but the main problem is that they freakin DOUBLED the prices. and we're still getting the same features, it's not like we're getting anything extra. so what was the point of that?? now i know that dA is only doing this for the money smh. hopefully with all the people boycotting they'll fix it but idk

and 'core' just sounds really weird

here's the petition; please sign it! www.change.org/p/deviantart-co…

#boycottcorememberships
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hm

6 min read
You are in high school.
You dropped out of high school.
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.

You don’t have a best friend
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed. (my grandma XDD)

You live within 20 minutes of your ex.
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.
You have been to the movies within the last week.
You have dated 3 or more people just this year.
You have been a designated driver. 
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.
You have played strip poker.
You are Catholic.

You are atheist.
You recycle regularly.

You are a brunette.
You have dated a blonde.
You are friends with a redhead.
You are taller than your mum. 

You are taller than your dad.
You have a bank account.
You’ve written a check for less than $5.
You have visited the Statue of Liberty. 
You have visited the Eiffel Tower.
You have visited Big Ben.
You have visited the Colosseum.
You have visited The Great Wall of China.
You have never been out of the country.
You have been a waiter/waitress.
You own a Bible.
You own something with a Pentagram on it.
You have used a Ouija Board. 

You have been a witch for Halloween. 
You have been a zombie for Halloween.
You have your eyebrow pierced.
You have a Monroe piercing.
You have your nose pierced.
You have no tattoos. 
You have more than 2 tattoos.
You straighten your hair occasionally.

You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.
You live somewhere that gets snow.

You celebrate Hanukkah.
You were at your own house last New Year’s.
You were at a bar last New Year’s.
You slept through last New Year’s.
You have worked on Christmas Eve. 
You have worked on Christmas.
You were told "I love you" by someone today.
You were told by someone who’s not family.
You slept in your own bed last night.
You regret kissing the last person you kissed. 
You are wearing a necklace right now.
You are wearing something red.
You are wearing something blue.
You are wearing something purple.
Your phone number ends with an even number.
You have kissed the last person you called/texted.
You are currently listening to music.
You are waiting for something.
You don’t like seafood.

You have eaten deer sausage.
You have given a complete stranger your phone number.
You have been hit on at work.
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.
You have been whistled at.
You were creeped out by it.
You are a good speller.

You are very punctual.
You were dating someone in December of 2008. 
You are still dating that person.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been on a cruise ship.
You have camped out in your own backyard.
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.
You are a Pisces.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a Leo.
You wonder what will happen when you die.
You are afraid of the dark.
You write in all capital letters. 
You have been told you have nice handwriting.
You have had a song written for you.
You have had a picture drawn of you.
You have curly/wavy hair. (wavy)
You are wearing a watch.
You are wearing flip flops.
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked. 
You know someone with the same birthday as you.
You are a morning person.
You are a night owl.
You slept in past 10 am today.

You have big plans for next weekend. 
You are thinking of someone right now.

Your job is stressing you out.
You don’t have a job.
You have never had a job.

You were fired from your last job.
You know sign language. 
You will usually try something at least once.
You have been swimming in the last month.
You are pessimistic by nature.
You have taken a ballet class. 
You have taken karate. 
You have taken gymnastics.
You wish on shooting stars.
You wish at 11:11. 

Your birthday has already come this year. 
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year. 
You aren’t over your ex.
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.
You have let someone use you.

You were/are a teenage mom. 
You are an otaku 
You are a cosplayer.
You were named after someone.
You like your name. (I don't hate it or like it..)
Your last drink was water.
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’. 

You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’.
You are self-conscious about your body.

You have a hangover
You have a pet fish.
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.
You have a good parent.
Your parents are still married.

You have step-siblings. (i have half siblings)
You are the oldest. 
You are adopted.
You have a triplet
You don’t want kids.
You want more than four kids.
You have a bad temper.
You have made out with a complete stranger
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.
You have broken your arm.
You have had to get stitches on your face.
You have had an MRI.
Your fingernails are painted.
You like to draw.
You like to sing.
You can play an instrument.

You keep a lot of secrets from people. 
You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.

You don’t trust people easily.
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.
You drive a car older than a 2002.
You have lost a friend you never thought you would.
You know a child who died of cancer.
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.
You have cut your hair in the last week.
You wear glasses. (I have them, but i don't wear them)
Your favorite season is Autumn.
Your favorite color is orange.
Your favorite animal is a dolphin.
You last rode in a car with a relative.
You last rode in a car with a girl/woman.
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating. 
You regularly watch Asian dramas.
You love Chinese food.
Your best friend is older than you.
You have to go to school/work tomorrow.
You answered every question tru
thfully
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